My promise

Growing up I never new what true love was or how a marriage could last a life time. I grew up with a divorced family not uncommon to many others today. There are definitely things I went through that others may not have, and I pray they don't.

Growing up I promised my self, my future husband and my future children that I would never do that to them. Today I will remake that promise! At 24 years old I am still dealing with the shit my parents have decided to do. This circumstance in particular,  for the past 2 year, on and off getting divorced not getting divorced. I have reached my wits end with caring. Having to act as a physiologist  more then daughter, is never easy. A fight with someone who I called my best friend just a few years has now blown up that relationship, I could point fingers but where will that get me? It comes down to the fact that I have been the shoulder to cry on yet again, the listening ear without the favor being returned...again Today I draw the line that says ENOUGH!!! I am not saying this relationship is beyond repair but lets say it's on a HUGE timeout.

As I sit here crying over the pain I've gone though over and over and again today, I re-make my childhood promise to my  husband and my children. I will NEVER put you through a divorce I will never fail to be the rock of this family! I promise to put up a fight until I fall over dead. We did not say the typical marriage vows but I did promise to love you forever and that is something I will keep. Our children and ourselves deserve so much better then what I was given!

Time will heal all wounds, but until next time....