A fresh start

It's been several months now that I have considered backing down from the craziness of Facebook and joining the blogging world. I firmly believe that there are some things that shouldn't be on Facebook and above all that it is not a journal, everything about your life should not be shared!! I do know I can fall victim to this though, I tend to post a lot about my two wonderful boys (Isaiah 3 and Gabriel 1) this is do to the fact that I am an Air Force wife and we live overseas in England far away from most of our family in Washington state. It keeps us all connected and helps everyone feel like they don't miss anything!!

What has finally made me decide to start this blog is due to the fact that my husband, of almost 5 years, will be deploying to Afghanistan in a few short weeks(missing our 5 year anniversary while gone) and I want something to help keep me busy(yes with two boys I am BUSY but this is for nap and after bed time!!), somewhere I can write and say as I wish and truthfully not care what others think because you are coming out of your way to read what I have to say so YOU must care a little about my thoughts!! I will definitely be more forward and honest with the things I say here and not really worry about it too much, I am human I have feelings and emotions, which for me, it's best to get it out and done with, so there will be happy days, sad days, and mad days. I do promise that I will NOT be the wife with a deployed husband who whines about it all the time. I love my husband dearly but when you have kids it's time to put your big girl pants and get life going without the husband around, otherwise it will dramatically effects the kids. I will have days where I cry and just want to be held but I will not let it get to me everyday!!!

So with this new journey beginning I will keep this post farely short, it's getting to be a late night for this Momma of early risers but tomorrow is Friday!!! And Drew and I have a fun date planned for most of Saturday!! Spending this quality time together now makes the world of a difference later!!! Until next time...