No patience

It is very well know to though closest to me that I have no patience, whether it be a surprise I've been informed about, Christmas gifts or just simply having to wait for something. The past couple days my patience with my children has damn near ran out!! I don't know what the sudden change is from or even how to deal with it.

I find myself yelling at my boys more then ever before, I even punched the wall yesterday not being able to contain my anger anymore. My children are not listening to a single word I have to say or doing as asked, even now as I write this Isaiah grabbed my water to take a drink, I told him no because he is about to take a nap and I don't want him to have an accident, and what does he do? Puts the bottle in his mouth ready to take a big gulp! WHAT THE HELL???? 

I wouldn't trade being a stay at home Mom for anything, I love raising my boys the way I want them to be raised, learn what I want them to learn and mostly I get to spend all day with them and learn from them as well! But I could pull my hair out by the end of the week if this keeps up!!!

Any stay at home parents out there have any advice? 

Until next time...